OK..tomorrow, FEB 6th 2002, it will be 5 years that I've been on SI. ALthough it seems like such a short time in the day to day life, it is an enormous amount of time...wasted time? perhaps..then again what can't I get an opinion or advice on?
How Soon Is Now?
I have learned much about the mkts and the nature of people in general. Faceless people have a different tone than those in the 3d world.
Honesty is more forthcoming...as is cruelty
I've enjoyed my friends and time on SI a great deal, but now I'm at a crossroads of sorts
I need a vote....Should I stay or Should I go?
Is it time to hang up my "catcher's cup" and journey out the door for good or hunker down for another 5
stay or go? let me know
I'd like to also recognize my first real online friend, Mr Jorj X McKie. I have made many good friends on SI but he was the first to embrace me and treat me with respect and as a friend. His example is how we should all treat each other..here or out there--->
I have no doubt that we will remain friends for life.
5 years...yikes!
Most of the time
I'm clear focused all around,
Most of the time
I can keep both feet on the ground,
I can follow the path, I can read the signs,
Stay right with it, when the road unwinds,
I can handle whatever I stumble upon,
I don't even notice she's gone,
Most of the time.
Most of the time
It's well understood,
Most of the time
I wouldn't change it if I could,
I can't make it all match up, I can hold my own,
I can deal with the situation right down to the bone,
I can survive, I can endure
And I don't even think about her
Most of the time.
Most of the time
My head is on straight,
Most of the time
I'm strong enough not to hate.
I don't build up illusion 'till it makes me sick,
I ain't afraid of confusion no matter how thick
I can smile in the face of mankind.
Don't even remember what her lips felt like on mine
Most of the time.
Most of the time
She ain't even in my mind,
I wouldn't know her if I saw her
She's that far behind.
Most of the time
I can't even be sure
If she was ever with me
Or if I was with her.
Most of the time
I'm halfway content,
Most of the time
I know exactly where I went,
I don't cheat on myself, I don't run and hide,
Hide from the feelings, that are buried inside,
I don't compromised and I don't pretend,
I don't even care if I ever see her again
Most of the time.
-------------Dylan (who else?) |
