“Today was a turning point, I think,” he said. “My 
    philosophy is never get too high, never get too low. ... 
    I always try to keep my emotions in check and yesterday I 
    kind of went off a little bit. I was worried about that, 
    but it maybe worked out. I don’t know. If the CIA slips 
    me something and next week you don’t see me, you’ll all 
    know what happened.”