Lewis and all,
Thank you so much for the prayers. The most amazing thing happened to me last night. I didn't take a sleeping pill, but prayed for a rather long time while in bed, putting everything into God's hands. I was asleep probably a minute after I stopped praying and got the best night's sleep in a month and didn't even have to take a pill to do it.
I guess God wanted to get my attention and get me turned back on the right path, and he certainly did that for sure. From now on, it's going to be a serious prayer time before I go to sleep, among other times. I had randomly opened my Bible last night to read and it opened to the crucifiction of Christ. What a place to take me, showing me that Christ paid for my sins, so why worry about ANYTHING, EVER. Glory be to God!
God is just simply amazing. When He talks about putting everything into His hands in the Bible, it's very, very true and it was just proven to me in a real way that will probably affect my life forever.
Thank you all again and may God continue to bless you all.
In Christ,
Paul |