[d:oug] fancifuls himself as totally out of his mind (or)
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Actually its that unpleasant dilemma we all exist with,
in that we can only know of our own existance mentally
while everyone & everthing else is assumed as real else
life is a fake. So yes, rather than accept that we are totally
and absolutely alone in thoughts, that also includes our own
physical body, we all live a lie rather that accept whats real.
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The dilemma is a no contest for most all except a few,
as i may be the only one willing to accept that what is
is that which is, and realize that all else may or not be.
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Not easy, for sure, as this view of mine places me into
a prison of sorts where one must fight every moment to keep
oneself from insanity as i wait for that which has created me
with that i see as also being created outside me, these life like
out of body images, you and facts of nature being
that of the physical combined with the laws of nature.
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I wait until the game or experiment or another possibility that
does include that you are also real, exist as real.
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I foreget, but the opening, middle and end.
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A case study of an opening without any middle, and thus no end
can be demostrated as something with an opening without a start :o)
- c e's KittyCat Gold Mine
(but)
e did c an End since he speaks of gold unmined
once upon a time
when it was a gold mine
but, was it really such or just a new history
as in, history "in the making during current times"
d:oug |
