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Pastimes : Don't Ask Rambi

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To: E who wrote (40846)11/1/1999 5:10:00 PM
From: Rambi  Read Replies (3) of 71178
 
I'm beginning to feel like the focus of a therapy group and it's a very naked feeling--Particularly because you guys are really good at this! And i usually cover up what I REALLY feel and think with --
other stuff-- misdirection.
Thread! Goodness- that does seem very obvious and it never even occurred to me, and on line! Eeek.
ANxiety- well - last week was a very emotional and highly stressful week on line, I think, for many people. I know I was more tense than usual. It was a huge relief to write about the Agape dinner for me and get back to a place that felt right.

I think the little silver things were like pieces of gravel that got in my hand when I fell, only when he pulled them out, they were really shiny like dark pearls.
Here's what I think--- they are the things that happen to me every day, sometimes when I fall, or get embarrassed, or sad, that I internalize and then write about. My little stories are my little shiny pearls.

BUt enough! This is embarrassing!! Surely someone else has wild dreams besides me and Cobe.
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