Thanks for the tip. For various medical and nervous reasons, my muscles shake and kind of burn. And I can't use my hands to almost "order" some things. I use my hands, maybe unconsciously, to order the mind. They dance and connect dots. Veer and steer and form mental pathways. Pilot. Illustrate. Demonstrate. Even all alone, out by myself, they are used in expression, organization, and sequencing. I am only aware of this was happening, that "me" was using this, after it started to be drowned out by random muscle stimulations. They've become continuous. Several per second.
I cannot gesture and even draw, as I used to, and it provided a rhythm to the mind.
No real complaints, that's not the point; but I really miss it, and every once in a while, very rarely, it comes back, relaxation of these hands and arms and expression through these muscles and movements, like musical direction, ~ and it makes me very, very, happy.
Healthy and calm hands that don't shake and twitch ~ who would think something like that would be one of life's great pleasures.
A "voice." A helper. |
