Monu, thank you for your response. The new Faith I have found in God and Jesus Christ has been a spiritual event that I find hard to explain. I don't care if I ever explain it, as long as I feel it as deeply as I do.
If the doctors are correct, my life span has been shortened by quite a bit, and the joy I feel at having been saved and united with Christ, regardless of the outcome, has made me happy with my life. I know that no one wants to die but, now I know , in my heart, that my soul will NOT die, and that there will come a day, when joy will abound in such profusion that all the trials and tribulations I have already caused for myself, in the not too distant past, will fade from memory, and be replaced with God's love.
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