To all, this will be my last post in SI. I was very disillusioned about SI during late December last year, and the events this weekend only reinforces and magnifies my disillusionment.
There are so many people, and I will not name names, so absolutely consumed with hate and malice that I just can't stand reading my own thread anymore, much less posting in it.
During the very twilight of my stay in SI, I would like to apologize to all who found my posts near the close on Friday upsetting. It was thoughtless and careless of me to post something of that nature when so many members in the thread suffered great losses during the week.
My friend Judy, who left SI last Summer for similar reasons, had warned me in advance. But I was naive then, naive enough to believe in the fundamental goodness in most everyone I come into contact with. After witnessing the venom here in the last few days, I only wish I listen to her advice much earlier.
I will miss many of you, Shalin, Brandon, Jean, West, Fred, Tony, Civic, Jane, Marshall, Jenna, stan, lance, Wayne, Andrew, Gary (GaBard) Norms, Auric, Sue, LA, Flyod (TruthSeeker), Michael (Bear Down) and way too many to name. All of you cast a steady, brilliant light upon my path during my journey here, and your belief in me help me to believe in myself.
Our hearts save wondrous visions; our memories tell the stories of our numerous journeys, and with each reflection, the magic will rekindle itself.
ps. I won't be reading my pms here anymore. Anyone who wishes to contact me, please direct your messages to my email address. |
