X,
If you know you are good, without confirmation from those around you, you are professing the height of egotism. I am a decent person, and have been told that by those who know me. What God feels toward me will be revealed, for sure, after I leave the confines of this puny human body and the tainted Earth upon which it exists. I have seen evidence that God feels kindly toward me in instances that you could not, and would not, believe because your eyes are too full of yourself.
You have no way of knowing what God has in store for murderers, or other brutal criminals. He did not release them from punishment or prison. The justice system designed by men set them free. In what way has God refused you? Did you ask for wealth and not receive it? Did you ask for beauty, and not receive it? What makes you think God has chosen them, over you?? You have, absolutely, no basis in fact for such an assumption. Have you ever been on trial for murder and been refused?? Since you haven't been there, you cannot know.
Have I tried to force my religious beliefs on you by asking you to join me in my beliefs?? I have not, and you damned well know it!! If you expect anyone, including me, to have any respect for any concept you decide to manufacture for your self, then you have to have respect for the beliefs of others. Do you think that you, and only you, can decide what is right for others?? If you are so "supremely" happy with yourself, why do your words reek of anger??
I am truly sorry that you cannot ask your father questions. IMO, it could be quite constructive for your troubled soul. ~H~ |
