George,
""""That is one hell of a big compliment. Because, if one were to read some of my minor, obscure, posts closely, there can be seen a sense of awe. (This relates only to Monica.)""""
This was not a compliment. This was merely a statement of my effort to tolerate your remarks. And I only do this for Monica. Not for me. Not for you. Only for her.
""""But, after chiding me for 'grading,' you wind up by saying that I am 'getting better.'
Isn't that sort of a grade?"""""""
This is not a grade. It is an observation. And only in my eyes. Others will draw their own conclusions.
I will admit, had we met at another time. A time not so filled with misery and sadness. I may have enjoyed your style. To me, you came along at the wrong time. And you came with the wrong energies.
Perhaps what I am seeing is the pain diminishing. Perhaps my "Monica" lesson was better learned that I had thought.
As far as """""Only survivors die. And they scramble among themselves trying to establish who died most."""""
My only response is .......non sequitur.
Now, say something nice to all the people out there. Tell then how you miss her. Tell then of the pain. The tears. Spill your guts. But, never make yourself the subject on this thread. And never post just to enjoy the mental exercise.
Cry, George. And let the world know you hurt. You do, don't you?
Shootie |
