just after posting the other night, earthly allies were found.
obviously i am a 'drama king.'
how i arrived at 'the son of david' label for myself; i was meditating on the 6-sided star, and playing music at the same time. some sort of epiphany swept me and something whispered inside my head, 'you remind me of david.' to me that meant i was as a child, playing music out in the fields for G-d.
as for goliath; goliath is anyone who would allow or even ask another to do their thinking for them; goliath is anyone who would assert that they should think for anyone else; goliath is anyone who would refuse to be who they really are; goliath is anyone who would disallow others from being who they really are.
this is what i think.
as for bringing about the next age, i am simply a part of the process. ever since i was young, i have sensed that our culture - our world is extremely out of balance.
one way or the other, it will be brought into balance. i call this the end of the current age and the start of the next.
as for being the Jew of Jews; this is simply an acknowledgement of the splendour and the glory that is the Tetragrammaton - The All. i will not pretend any other connection with 'the chosen ones.'
as for the reference to certain 'craven cults' of the pagans, and those who protested such words; indeed i would describe it as craven to go around speaking of 'subhumans' outside of oneself, and speaking of the desire for the mass imprisonment or killing of anyone of whatever other particular persuasion(s) than oneself; i would call it craven to have an ongoing fantasy of torturing and dismembering another human being against their will, and sitting there day after day waiting for the chance to put the fantasy into action. these things simply aren't right, and yes they are all cowardly, or craven.
before it became clear to me, that the Tetragrammaton is real and The All, i'd known one of those same craven desires myself.
my particular craven pagan sin was in supposing that there were actually subhumans among us.
there are no subhumans. there is no need to discount anyone, because everyone has a gift, and everyone can teach you something, no matter who you are, or who they might be.
there is no need to imprison or slaughter anyone, let alone entire groups of people of particular persuasion(s).
there is certainly no need to go on and on, fantasizing about death, torture, and dismemberment as if it were some high ideal.
i have heard some pagans speak this way. it is craven.
there are still some of the true of heart within various pagan practices; but yes, at least some of them display a cravenness. i will stand by that description. i have seen this with my own eyes. |
