Now I have someone to bounce off of.
As I stated up-thread, I went back and re-read a couple of hundred. Relived feelings, found tid-bits I missed, killed a morning and part of an afternoon, and felt guilty for doing so until it rained. You know, I often wonder how much something is important.
Shuga, I find myself coming back to this piece over and over not only because it is all that is on this thread of you, but also wondering why this particular piece? I have so many questions I know I have no right to ask and the answers I may not want to hear.
Well anyway. . .
WHY ME
'Why me', she asked,
As I held her close,
Her eyes search deep
My inner soul
'Why not', I said
While stroking her hair
Trying so hard
To convince her stare
Avoiding an answer
I did'nt know
And desperately hoping
T'would not be cruel
For though my intentions
May not be just
Yet still, she's not
Worth hurting for lust.
Nakia(1987)
I also got to recently see a movie I've been wanting to see for a long time, "ENCHANTED APRIL". Have you seen it? I loved it. Sometimes, I feel very guilty being male and yet wouldn't want to be the only other alternative.
Wish you would visit a little more often,
Mike
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