Espstein.....
>>But James, I do not believe! No atom of me brain or heart etc believes. I looked everywhere. Void. Blanc memory. No God, No Jesus, No Mohammed, No Shaitan. Nobody.
And no kipa on my head, EVER, I'd feel less stupid walking around naked.
If there were to be the shadow of divinity somewhere on earth, is is alsolutly embodied somewhere in women, in there body; and it is our quest to keep looking for it, to keep relating to it. Now, I am not supposed to SearchPray five times a day, I just to try to do my best, and be good to my neighbors and friends.
Yes, I do like landscapes too, and cats, and books etc.>>
You are so much closer to a life of wonderful faith and belief than you give our Lord credit for. He has brought you up from the pit of disbelief to the point where you are humbly telling the world THE HUMBLE TRUTH behind your spiritual pathos.
The Lord helps those WHO CANNOT HELP THEMSELVES!!!
The righteous and self righteous don't need the Lord our Father. They are all fine and well in their conditional belief patterns and systems with all the appropriate labels, definitions, limitations, rules and requirements which they use to "lord" - ie. enslave - over others, etc.
You seem to have broken "free" of all such illusion. Outside of this love for the apparition of angelic Eve I'd say you are really flying higher than you care to understand or accept!!
But be careful what you wish for. There's an angelic "eve" in heaven from your family's past who I'm sure is looking over you every second of every day.
Sit back and enjoy!!
Peace and God Bless!
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