><>...Paul, you are so very welcome....><>
I felt even through your writing a bit of the pain that you expressed, and I have thought about it many times.
You are right Paul, it is a most difficult decision to make, but ther is one consulation, that being that everyone concerned has agreed upon it.
As for your guilt that is quite normal, if you had none, even I a stranger, would be concerned for you.
But in the face of the facts it seems that there was not much else to do. From what you have told us here it seems to have been the most caring and loving thing to have done.
It is wonderful that she can come out to visit you and others, it is also what helps her to get by the rest of the week. It sound as though she is becoming quite adjusted, I'm glad for her. And in time you will start to realize that this was the best course of action for her.
You have an opportunity that many do not get, you can make wonderful memories as long as she is still with you.
May God continue to bless and give you peace that can only be found in our Lord Jesus. Shalom....><> |