And this afternoon,
I realized something, I knew before, but couldn't admit
before.
That this is is a mental within a sedentary environment, the cyber environment, I mean..
Nothing wrong with that.. But
I am used to a mental and a physical environment..
Where words and action compliment each other..
So what did it take me to come to this conclusion..
Like it does for any clear thinking Westerner,
A thick pine branch, between the eyes, on the nose..
this afternoon.. From a dead tree, I had to cut down,
From lack of water..maybe caused by a PGA approved golf course nearby. I don't know.. But that's another story for another time..
Back to the pine limb, I cut most thick limbs with my chain saw, but some I break by hand.. by busting them over
a block or stump.. And
When this guy broke, it said f!ck you, I am going to break your freaking nose too..
It almost did.. As it flew up and hit me there.. Causing stars.. And when I recovered and I felt there, All I felt was,
Blood.. And I thought, maybe that frickin branch evened out my deviated septum caused by a hard knock early in years ..
But no such luck.. just a cut.... Which I daubed with toilet paper and put a band aid over.. And I went back at it.
Finishing up and moving on to my tile project, all the while thinking about things.. And coming to the conclusion:
That I belong mostly in the active mental and physical world..
And only sometimes.. in the sedentary cyber world...
Where words mean nothing but can hurt so much but in the real world , a thick pine branch between the eyes, I can shake off easily..
I don't know.. |
