To:russwinter.From:Bob Johnson."it's my problem not yours."
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While my nature is to engage "all that is life" without hesitation,
we all know one cannot yell "fiat" in a crowded room of gold bugs,
we must obey many rules of society, and even be vigilant that unlike
that saying "life is not fair" there exist situations one must avoid
eventhought one has the right "of access." Simple example is
once i lived in Salt Lake City, Utah (Ogen actually) and knew that
those Taco Bell type eating places were not the real deal, Mexican food wise,
i did locate an absolutely authentic Mom & Pop place that i do admit
was a challenge for me since all menues were only written on a single
chalk-board hung from the ceiling in Spanish. This was the lunch time
and i no eat lunch, just one bigie late at night, so i returned about very late
and expected the place to be closed, but it was not and actually
was very busy with lots of customers, and and gulp i did as i saw
that all were speaking Spanish and for sure most of these people
were of age over 45 and most likely were born in Mexico. Now to me
the how & why they were here via jobs was not a thought of mine,
as law enforcemint was not the rumble in my belly, just the food noise,
as in not got any and need some, but as i approached i knew that
based on information i already obtained, that i could without any trouble
or simple "placing myself in harms way" as a big NOT, i knew that
this eating place was like a "moderated thread" where i was not forbidden
to enter and eat(post) except i knew "why cause others' trouble"
especially since i'am really the outsider once i step onto the dirt
of this very small and extremely modest but authentic Mexican eatery.
Almost like a nations' foreign embassy where the dirt is agreed upon
as being the soil of another place while really it is not.
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So, do i do what to me is a form of trespass,
eventhought its in spirit only, and excerise my rights,
and in this situation causing only others' grief while i seem
to be the bully?
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No, as i retreated and accepted that all folks need a place of refuge
simply because life is hard for many, and those at the lower end
of the economic ladder have enough of un-kind-ed foot prints already
upon them by folks able to take advantage of the situation using
both laws and force(police & military).
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Was not a question of win or lose or lost or gain, just a decision
by me not to push or pull away from others just because i can.
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Amazing when one holds thoughts that are opposites,
almost like gravity and the ec-anti-gravity type that if placed
together result with a null'ing rather than x-plosion :o)
as while i understand the negatives, i hold the positives
and can place them together with a result non-null'ing
and also not rumbling like matter & anti-matter.
(so)
Is this anything akin to Bob, answer is absolutely NOT.
(or)
A place, GPM thread,
long ago, few months after i arrived and Gata Bill left,
contained within, Bob's public postings,
available, to all
seened, by very few,
dougak, saw
what, the why of Bob's reaction to a "moderated thread"
(with)
my advice to Bob is to remove it,
the this of above
as your need to know onto others
is really a no
almost like an answer to a question unspoken
but more accurate,
a solution to a problem kept unknowned
(with)
its a battle you can not win
as you already have had it lost
by others,
whom the battle was engaged
(or)
don't bring "there" "here"
especially when cloaked
it is not seened,
but felt with confusion by those you talk to,
except me,
but like that bump in the night
words have sounds
here seened but not heard, only felt
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