I am sorry but the air is not clear. I cannot see your complaint about being harrassed without also seeing the the pollution in the air from which it springs.
"Not a problem, even though she has tried hard to force me off SI, and her henchpersons continue to harass me."
There was an accusation that you played a "reverend" role and in the process drew some of the members of the forum into a compromising deceit. I can't think of anything worse than being falsely accused of something that cannot be disproven...except maybe giving your trust to someone who then draws you into playing an active role where deceit is being perpetrated. This is agonizing for a loving and care giving person who's nature it is to lend loyalty, charity, forgiveness, forgiveness, and consideration. Of course, it seems obvious to me than an articulate and deep thinking man such as yourself could have spoken to this problem in a way that could bring an understanding light and opportunities for reconsilliation to the matter.
Yet you didn't. You did not speak to it at all, except to apply additional layers of murk and contention.
The people (Laz, JLA, and others) who were there for you at the time, were left to carry this.
The issues related to your history with Poet are similar yet more complicated. You can't seriously see your self as a victim or expect someone who is a witness to this to simpathize with your plight.
As far as any apology goes: if it involves bargaining to get some pound of flesh from this person or that one in the process; or if it must be associated with overwhelming coersion, then you really are demonstrating that you are not up to it. |
