IC, As long as you stay as reasonable, and logical, as you are now, I will give you no trouble.
What an ironic thing for you to say when it is clear that I am not sane. Maybe that is why my shrink, a medical doctor, has me on a schizophrenic medication. Surely a medical doctor would not give me something I don’t need.
Yesterday was the third year in a row that I have spent not just Labor Day, but all the summer holiday’s alone because even my friends think I’m insane and won’t even call me back. Even my own mother thinks I’m delusional, and she has said so to my face. Nobody I know has believed anything I have said to them in the last 18 months. You should try that for just a week and see what it does to your mental state, if I was ever sane, my sanity has been destroyed by now. When I e-mail journalists that I think know what is going on I get no reply, and what possible motive would a journalist have to deny me answers if all of this is really happening.
I think I have been the victim of someone’s cruel prank, and I have no idea why.
So if you think I am logical and reasonable, you’ve got the wrong guy. I’m only being quiet because I don’t have the energy to do anything else anymore,. Even though I can put on a happy face, the astute see right through it, and I don’t even enough energy to look for a job. |
