That was disgusting, tsk.
You must have gotten something out of it, or you would not have said it. The only question I have is, was it worth it?
A life worth living is quite clearly found with decent and moderate deliberation of circumstance. We are, as always, tasked with seeming untenable complications, filled with conflict, irony, and paradox. Terrorism is real, brutal and corrupt men are walking the earth attempting to conquer, subdue, and subjugate others and we do need to stand up to this evil within our midst and around the globe, as always.
When you allow yourself to be controlled by Springeresque or Savagesque brutal and abusive predators and follow the schemes of grim faced men, you deny hope. When you deny the decent obligations of one unto another, you deny yourself the opportunity to experience the joy and satisfaction of a life well lived, and your fantasy life of odd sensations, feelings of loneliness, and anxiety are the closest thing to comfort you will have.
Disconnect the electrodes dude and think for yourself. You were created for a much more noble purpose, which could be realized, your choice of course, beginning with an apology for that last little slip...
best regards, gem |