you know exactly what i mean then. LOL.
but like a good bar, you don't just up and leave after 15 years, w/o giving it "some" consideration.
it's been a good run. i've learned many many things. i've met some wonderful people. and of them, i will have ongoing relationships, because they are good ones and fashioned on the merits, not on what kind of house, clothes, or car they have worn. because i never asked, they never told, and it was all very straight up and honest. and if they ever called me in need, i would take their back, and do the best i can on their behalf, and i trust, so would they do just so toward me.
i don't think i have the time anymore to wade through the rest of the noise that keeps cropping up from the bird beaks of the remaining folks who continue to refuse the "on" switch, and getting with the program they are going to be on, whether they like it or not. i'm tired of it. and the silly bright folks who want to play cherades all day long because they'd rather be cute, than serious. it's really a bore and a boor. and so are my contributions in return.
there's work to be done, and i am no longer sure, any of it should be done in this greater "here."
end of story. i will ponder. |