Goodevening Jane,
Well it looks like you win the prize. I was wondering when that question
would be asked and I expected you to ask me that a while back. But then again
you have all be demonstrating the don't confront phylosophy. But man can
always expect that from a women.;-)))))).
Now let me think.--------- Ah yes. I remember now. You might not like the
answer but here it is, on the record for the whole world to know.
I am and always have been. I guess we could go back to my early teens.
Been along time. I know it was before I had my first date. I know it was
before I went to V.N. I guess it happend when I was a big missoinary supporter
and voluntered for the WECK ministies.
I was filled. Full of heavy heart, tears and short of breathe.I can remember
the hairs on the back of my neck standing up and the lighting in the building
changing. I was the only one that saw it. And after that I felts so light I
thought I could float. I was waitless. All I dreamed of at that point was to
just be in contact. I was YOU know. Swirling balls of light when I went to bed
at night. Float from one place to the other. I was truely there.
Huh, I was in glory. At that point in time all I cared about was to just be
there. To make the swirrling lights part of my life forever.
Ahhhhhh Jane, You brought back a wonderful memory that I had forgotten about.
Leave it to a woman to do that. It was so wonderful. Full of peace, complete
peace. Hard to explain. Unless you have experienced the swirrels of light you
will never know what I am talking about. But then again maybe you have. Who
knows.
The lights, the steps, the gates, the ocean and the beach without footprints.
You'll never know. The gates are so radiant, endless, yet determinant.
The heat, yet not hot. To be there is never to be anywhere else. Death is
looked on as a bonus, just to get there.
Well enough.
R |
