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Pastimes : Metaphysics and Spiritual Practices

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To: Jane Hafker who wrote (209)11/20/1997 4:03:00 AM
From: Yorikke  Read Replies (2) of 650
 
Jane, and here I thought I was alone on the thread... For every season...you know the rest Jane, You tell me how easy it is to find my salvation and I see only my doom. This is black comedy; and it digs deep inside me when I revist the moments of long past innocense. The pendulum swings so heavily in the opposite direction.. I wake at night sweating and feeling the all failures and none of the achievements of a life that is passing so fast. I hear the phrase 'that he who has heard the word and denies it is condemned' echoing through my brain......Who told me that first.....I do remember the Morman's who worked at my conversion....but I can not credit them with the origanaility of the torment.

We are all one here Jane, yet the the path you have chosen to tread has its own hazards. I was speaking of that. What you find so evident is lost to me, and perhaps others. Maybe we should all be taking a course in humility. We could title it 'Evoking Essential Manifistations of Humility in third rate word smiths".

I am embarked on an very short term venture here. My time in this land is limitied and plagued with the unwelcome aspects of revenue producing employment; but it is a brief attempt at honest reflection, and the sharing of such. ....If it is real it shouldn't hurt....or I'll lose it all.....I am again doing what I have told myself I should never do, be honest to the core....quite frankly I'm feeling very dead, dispite my wonder and appreciation for the memories that flow into me from what used to be--and what still is--somewhere---My love of this land is my sustenance.

Jane, you need not ask my forgivenace. Although you might address yourself to some past posts and contemplate your attitude to others. Your first lesson in our little humility class.

I am not a stable creature. My madness is variant. But I am consumed by the desire to bring smiles to faces other than my own. Do not forsake me, oh dear Jane. Its almost 12:00 noon, I'll gun the weirdo down, and we can ride off on a buckboad full of one liners...

regards,

mnmuench
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