i dedicate this to the memory of Michael Heaney, who was my wife's youngest brother.
The town in question is in Carbon County, Pennsylvania(note: this was written in 2007)
By the age of 18 most minds have been molded into that which the government wants, and these people think they are about freedom, truth, justice and the american way (one can replace american with any other country/system that EVER was/is/will be Empire, or seeking Empire)
How many KIDS initially went off to NAM thinking it was for truth justice freedom and the american way? The vast majority of them.
How many by the NAM war's end had the inner "what's it" to realize it was all BS, a meaningless FUBAR war? A great deal, a great deal
For some that recognition is however too dreadful such as my wife's brother that killed himself we think just after 4/30/1975.
He was watching the Fall of Saigon on the TV, my wife was there with him and his/her parents, he was sounding a bitter/sardonic laugh: a "BS, it was all just bloody BS, a pack of lies" laugh.
He then said he was going for a walk. His decomposing body was found in an abandoned boxcar about a week later.He had died by suicide.
He is one of at least 50,000 NAM vets that died by suicide.
He came from Patriot Coal Country in Pennsylvania and he killed himself in Patriot Coal Country, an area of Pennsylvania that kids are raised to run and enlist when one's country calls.(the rural areas all across the U.S.)
He was a sweet kid, humorous, easy going.
He enlisted and served during what may have been the bloodiest year of the war , 1968.
He was in action constantly for a year.
But beyond that we know nothing, as he would never talk about it ever in detail, just that he was in alot of bloody action.
He returned a shaken haunted young man, hit the bottle hard,spending much time at the local American Legion Hall with other NAM vets.
And then he walked out his parents home, 4/30/1975, never to be seen alive again.
Just another statistic added to the long unending list of "The Pawns in The Game"
And from birth most all are entered into the The Machine's We make Pawns to USE process
i would say at least 80% of what we are taught as children are lies.
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Trivia biographical note added NOW 12/5/2012: When were you out spoken against the Nam War? Well before i even could point it out on a map without names:) i was precocious, plus i had the advantage of knowing Tom Cox. Were you gung-ho JFK? Sorry folks, i liked him much,yes! but i was already getting pissed about his involvement in Nam. And yes i was devastated when he was assassinated, but one year later i was shocked at how fast he was turned into CULT, and was being deified. JFK was turned into a multi-billion-dollar industry such that if any one came up with 100% proof there was NOT a conspiracy, it was just Oswald: the JFK industry would possibly assassinate such a person--can't kill the industry--its now part of the economy. Many got totally intoxicated with Kennedy AFTER he was killed. Yes. Many of the best, by the way--even Kurt Vonnegut,jr. Do you think Oswald acted alone? Look people materialize all actions, but who is to say Oswald was not being operated by invisible forces, and by invisible i mean INVISIBLE. i am telling all one needs TO GRASP WE ARE IN ILLUSION before you can handle these matters. The Dark Forces on this "Sound and Fury" Stage: This Rotting about to Collapse Stage: could have operated Oswald(my mind be just pondering a Valid idea)---what i am saying, i am NOT going to give you my view except my mind is constantly going to the area of non-elemental mass: the depth of this illusion are NOT, however, conjectures on my part, this as been PROVEN to me many times over. If one knew how demanding i am to make such a conclusion you would would be confident about what i state--this position of mine is the Faith Based as it has been Proven to me:it is QED.:)Max/Bill/All Ii Am and whatever yada yada yada---time to do the soft shoe with top hat and spats and cane--bye:) |
