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I have spent my whole life seeking wisdom and understanding.....and I don't understand any of it....the hypocrisy and lies....one forms ideals when hearing beautiful words of truth....but not seeing these truths manifest into good has left me disenchanted....I want to see the good of love shine in the darkness....not this endless sacrifice of good....I'm sickened by it all....I don't believe in kings because I've never seen a just king.....even the kingdom of Jesus was left on a cross for all of us to bare witness to as the charade of religion corrupts all that was shed in this act of sacrifice. Yes, truth may come as the only way to overcome death and the lies and corruption that nourish this seemingly impassible obstacle...but I still believe in the reality of light, I always thought we were all sons of light and not the fallen angle of light.....this endless circle of death must end.....we see chaos in the universe but it is ordered chaos....nothing I think is created from nothing..at least we haven't discovered the magic behind the empty void emerging into this reality.....the heroes journey of overcoming and being rewarded for valiant effort seems a deluded con at times as just acts appear to result in little in a sea of despair humanity find itself in....bandits, rust and decay line every path, so the choice makes no difference to the hero. I see no foundation for the qualities of good and light to vanquish the darkness in this world as death has a firm ritual grasp of humanity....this apocalyptic cycle appears to be a sick spiritual harvest of sickness, death and destruction. I'll never bow down to a king or worship a god that demands the sacrifice of death to appease his lust for blood. If, the soul of man exists then it may never be extinguished by death...but, like a flower it must be given water and sunlight to grow and bring fruit into the world of life. What fruit is this tree of darkness bringing into the world..what executive order in this world comes from above....by what authority can it be obeyed if written by the hand of a tyrant seeking only blood and sacrifice to the temple of hate....where has justice reigned since the last flood and harvest of souls
...may the psychopathic gods of heaven end this cycle of ritual apocalypses....show them the true light already the family of job need not show their love for a merciless god forever.
I cried hard when I first heard this song played on the radio...I wonder why?
I've tried twice to express these thoughts and I feel I've failed again on this try also? I saved my first draft in hopes of distilling as I should have waited to let this draft merge with what I've said to myself that it may eloquently come together in lucid thought....I'm weak and tired is all....these are tough to deal with rationally and meaningfully...we all need divine guidance, faith and hope.....I thought philosophy helped mankind to see the good and true nature of things....if the seed of cain was corrupt why then all this....when will the good shepherd, watchmaker come claim what is his......do we spin and toil for righteousness for nothing....is our seed not worthy of existence....to be or not to be....is the gift truly in our hands or not? If I'm lost...should I blame myself that my master does not care to seek me out if I long for thee? ....I don't have all to give, just what I am and that alone, I see no glory in sacrifice of self if the one receiving such a gift is not worthy of truth and only seeks more sacrifice, was Jesus abandoned on his cross...the church enjoys parading him around on a staff of righteousness so they can eternally sell salvation to the highest bidder....when is it enough? ...The futility of life? Unlock the door, show what needs to be revealed. Goodness and Truth ~j~
