Which are you?
1. Studies on resilient youth have demonstrated that a boy who grows up without a father may succeed in having strong normal relationships, a stable career, and healthy community involvement if there were some entity that substituted the need to bond with significant positive male role models in the child's upbringing (Grandfather, uncle, etc)

2. However, when no such influence was present we could end up with a really disfunctional adult; like a self loathing white boy who advocates for the diminishment of his own race. This would be especially true with regards to men (like him), often referring to them as racists with no justification at all. This person would express hatred for the country and culture of his upbringing, especially toward persons most like himself. This person would hold exaggerated and romanticized ideas about 'other' sub-cultures.

Not surprising since we now know that matriarchies are marked by fear, tribalism, and violence.