A facebook post I just made 1/18/2013
"Joan i don't know why, but my innocence on the make up of the internet as been crushed, pulverized to dust and blown onto an Ocean Riptide, and pulled out to sea where it went under and was drowned. The photo i use on my FB page is to remind myself, there was a time i knew nothing of what would be out there, i loved everything that moved and didn't move(such as trees:) That innocence has been lost-my ability to love all blindly, and choose the Nickel rather than the Dime, everytime, is long gone. As i am in my last chapter this book that has been my life, my last ambition is to die being once again within myself, as i was back then, in 1943 in front my home at 257 W.Essex avenue. As for you Loretta, your response reveals to me you remain one of sweetest people i have come across in life . i pray your faith be rewarded and your dreams for a heaven beyond come gloriously true, like that joy of finding a lost pearl you thought forever gone--that parable some NEAT fellow said long ago. People like you deserve it:) But sadly what Joan brings out, has caused me to lose my faith that all deserve it, i have confronted too much ugliness on the internet --my innocence that kid on the curb long ago lost. Peace, Max" Audio video:" INSIGHT" youtube.com |
