Let's try another approach:
In the last year, you have written way too many posts to count, can we agree on that?
How many of those posts were CCB/ZEN war related?
How many times have you used the words gloripoo, tidypoo and other childish name calling?
What if you had used your time and intelligence on looking at other companies, analyzing their potential and recommend them to people to help them with the stock market. Do you think people would come to appreciate the Hoov again? I bet they would and if you treat everyone around you with respect, that respect will come back to you. You are in a rut because you are consumed by anger mixed in with your other health issues. I am not sure if the drinking is an issue for you or not but I think you may want to think about that one as well.
You have 2 paths ahead of you right now:
1) Keep blaming me and others for your challenges, stay angry, post only on ZEN/CCB and attack everyone that supports the company publicly. Basically, status quo.
2) Start some research into new companies, you are good at research, you are in a good place when your brain is stimulated with new knowledge. Share your discoveries with people you like, privately, on TCC, whatever but help people. You would be surprised how helping others is soothing for the soul. Pretty soon, you will have much more positive interaction with people than negative like you are now and your mind set and your health will both benefit.
You referred to me as toxic at one point, for you it seems I am. Toxic people should be avoided at all cost to improve your life. You post about me almost everyday for months and I cannot believe that helps your stress, your health or your life.
Your biggest challenge IMO is your anger and your Ego. Set them aside and think where you want your life to be in 3 months, 6months etc...
Life has not been kind to you but only you can turn it around.
Glorieux |
