I know, and it is terrible.
I tell myself it is only temporary, the chocolate donuts, whereas i can just as easily involve “give me chocolate donut or give me death”, but for the truth that i know I do not mean it.
However if one were to deprive oneself of enough bad habits, it does seem to beg the question, “is it all worth it?”, even as I can understand how one might pray, “dear god, let me through this episode w/ a free pass and I promise to be good”
No good for me to BS self.
Chocolate donut, bad. No chocolate donut, less happy. When / if once in chocolate-donut induced trouble, shall pray and intone “never chocolate donut” but in the meantime, “chocolate donut is yummy”
Yes, there is a lack of sincerity, as there might have been in the financial market place over the past 30 days.
Let’s see. |
