Ant, unlike you, i am not at all trained in medicine, and unlike my daughter, i never found chemistry easy, biology interesting, physics fun, and math no big deal.
I was coming at the CoVid / vaxx issues as an electrical engineer dealing with systems and as a traditional (Chinese) medicine client dealing with natural balance, herbal goodies as well as mild toxins and such. I am guessing about the vaxx’s possible downsides, and speculating re the possibly cumulative toxic nature. Nothing I read talks about my dark suspicion that all is not what ‘they’ are telling us.
OTOH, the CoVid disease itself is also disconcerting, and if what I experienced in November 2019 was CoVid - a very horrible flu w/ fever and hacking cough causing a bit of catch of breathing, requiring me to sleep 16 hours per day for three days, and eating only a bit of rice totally immersed in chicken soup for two meals per day, and some cereal in the morning - then I do not wish to catch the virus again.
I figure what I caught in November 2019 could not have been CoVid because no one in my family caught it and whilst I spent much time sleeping, I was not in anything remotely like medical quarantine state. So, CoVid would be worse than what i got, and if so, I do not want to catch it.
A rock and hard place. Am neither panicked nor despondent. Just know I cannot stay in current state forever unless the nature of CoVid becomes less severe and I can dispense w/ vaxx altogether, or gain of functions be more dire, in which case I do what I must, and get off of the fence to engage with jabs.
I also got mom (90, healthy and clearheaded) and in-laws (low 80s, high blood pressure, otherwise good) to consider. |
