Well, this is too true. My experience was I was close to finding Jesus, and three years later was lost in semi-occult mire, barely accepting Him, and trying to move quickly on to things which I knew weren't there, but kept looking anyway.
Actually, the ISlamics DESPISE Jesus, and kill anyone for not denying He is real and not something we made up in our minds.
Actually, I was drifting farther and farther away from Jesus, yet I was getting strange messages which I believe the Angels were arranging. Right before my salvation I would sweep out from under a bed, and little book on Jesus would fly out in front of the broom, like face up. I got a lot of that all of a sudden and once asked "God", are you trying to point me to Jesus? I knew it was going on, but even when I came in contact with the true Christians, all they did was blow my mind and I still didn't get it until they almost tricked me into praying with them. To tell you the truth, the reality that Jesus was the Way the Truth and the Life absolutely was a total spiritual shock to me. I was as amazed as elated. It was quite an event, actually. Especially since I"d been in church on and off my whole life.
So, that's pretty scarey when you think about it. |