Dear Warlock:
I really don't want to be negative about myself, but really , what I have to offer, is a joke , no kidding !
I have had a lot of grief in my life, and a lot of sorrow, and as we talk God has pretty much kept me in the blast furnace for most of my life. But there is one thing about the blast furnace, every metalurgist will tell you; the fire if turned up too hot will ruin even pure gold and if left in too long will also ruin even pure gold.
So I trust God that He knows what is best for me. There is one thing, that brings me to a passion and I really don't know why. I just want anybody that doesn't know Jesus to know Him like I know Him.
There is not one judgemental bone in his body. When I mess up, yes He can get my attention with a quick jerk of His shepards staff. That is why it doesn't make any difference to me, when I feel the pull of that curved wood around my neck I know I have gone too far and it is actually a source of comfort to me.
But like I said . I'm a joke. And if He can use me then, I know you are not supposed to, but I will swear before God himself that He can use any criminal,dirty,vile,evil,immoral, drunk, high, person I can pull of the street corner for him. In Christ..gregor |
