I just had some more thoughts while I was cutting the lawn. I am now convinced that adversity can lead to one being more in touch with spirituality. Having just returned from a relaxing and successful fishing trip to Canada, and turning on my computer for the first time in a week, I realized it had been seven days since I had begun my day with quasi religious expressions and invocations that would only be allowed on the Yahoo threads. Each day now, as I work my way through the blaming stage, I get to the part where I forgive everyone except myself. I forgive the Craigs, the Toms, the Mikes, one of the Eds, the Kerry and the George, etc. I even forgive objects like the Iceburg and the Pigboy and the SRVHP(sp?). I forgive them all for giving me hope that appears each day to be more false and foolish than that of the day before. I remind myself that even good people like Cal, Karla, Ken and Steve have said what a good idea it is to invest in fc and ANCR. Some of them have even put their own money on the line.
I usually tell myself that patience will pay because it is not yet time for the Second Coming, I mean The Second Half when we will all run into the streets yelling Hallelujah!! Hallelujah!! ANCR has arrived!! |
