Ish, you are a sincere person, seeking. I love you.
If, instead of trying to attach to an external system, you tried to lie back and place your mind in your solar plexus and became internal. Then, if you try it is so easy, have your awareness, your consciousness move outwards, solar, galaxy, cosmos. It is all the same. You are god. All of everything is within you. Seriously, all of everything is right there, in your gut. Everything. If I had a stick, I would smack you with it.
You face your soul time with aprehension. Because what has been written outside of youself doesn't sit easily. If you give it a chance, what is written within yourself sits much much more easily. Love, g |