If I stayed up all night tonight asking questions, would my boss think my lack of attention was forgiveable due to my insatiable curiosity about life? What if I told him I thought my values would eventually lead me to do something irresponsible at work, like tell all of you that the Y2K problem is much bigger than you would ever believe, and that I know because it is my job to know and that I am packing my shit and moving to Montana, would it be a career limiting move? Couldn't I get a job in Montana scaring people with the truth, like, there is no Santa Claus and that the Easter bunny spreads the Hanta virus, and don't eat pork because a pig's spirit is sacred and will give you hives?
What if I stay up all night worrying about whether I should have stayed up all night and then get in my car and it won't start, does one unjustified worry nullify another unrealized variable?
If twisted logic is all I can share with this sparse and dry language, if I spit on your shoe will that make more of an impression and make you love me? Isn't that all humans seem to want anyway? Why do they write all those songs about it if it isn't true?
"Here comes Peter Cottontail, hopping down the bunny trail" Isn't that a true song? What about love, is that true? Is there such a thing as true love, or is it only unsatisfied urges?
If i quit my job and decided to do this instead, would my wife still love me when they take my house away? If I told my creditors that I would rather do this for free than what I am doing for pay, would they take up a collection out of reverence for my honesty and pay my house note? Has that ever happened? Can I charge for this? If so, how much? |
