Rand, the desperation in your post has reached a level that I have a
genuine concern for your well being. This is the first time that you
have made connections with events in a manner that strongly suggest
that you do not presently have the ability to distinguish reality from
the realm of the subconscious dealing with dreadful possibilities.
I do not, and still do not wish to, understand what a short is, except
that its more than a way to make money. Seems that it also contains a
connection to a search and destroy of entities in the early or not yet
fully developed state after genesis. Also a follow-thru, in that after
the object is placed in a weaker condition, an unrelenting effort to
continue, even increase, the onslaught.
So Rand, please, before you continue deeper into this place and are not
able to identify yourself, except in a way that confuses yourself to
look at yourself, please look into a mirror and say to yourself that
yes I still know that I am not the only thing that matters to me, that
other people do matter to me, that I need other people for my well being,
and no, no, no, their destruction will not free me from my torment.
Aaron, please do not reply to Rand. In the front cover of all telephone
books are crisis telephone numbers for people like Rand to use to talk
to a person trained to help those in need of help.
Doug |
