Helene....I do indeed taking "mood altering" substances of various types, prescribed and otherwise! I think probably if the air had been properly engineered to start with, or my brain a little more efficient in producing the proper "feel good" synapsis (sp?) I'd probably be the most dull and happy person alive!
As it is, I rather enjoy the frequent and extreme thrills of each and every breath I take in! On a bad day however I am not a nice, safe, or otherwise congenial person. I have had 44 years to practice being "normal", still can't quite warm up to it!
Well, anyway, I am pretty damn close to sane today. When I am like this, the thought of a little piss-ant company helping native americans appeals to me....in a Jane Fonda sort of way. It's probably best that I have no distinctive ethnic heritage to draw from, governments are oppressive, both at war and peace. If I were anything more than a mongrel caucasion.....well, I can see the artistic merits of terrorism when used sparingly.
Long live the more recent americans, whose ancestory is meaningful, maybe they will outlive the "civilization" shoved down their throats!
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