Sorry to hear about your rhododendrons. I am originally from azalea country, myself, and I have a hard time telling them apart. I am not a plant expert, by any means.
Sorry to hear about the grouchies, too.
I think I figured out what I wanted to know about embarrassment, it had to do with someone I was trying to figure out, and what you said triggered a thought. Is it caused by having to act in a way you don't want to act, but are forced to because of the circumstances, like being rude to someone when you don't really want to be, but they won't leave you alone and give you no choice? So, you are forced to display a part of yourself you don't want to display, in order to save yourself from being forced into doing something you want to do even less?
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