ok alan...i promise this will finish it...
rosario...alan, if you think rosario is worth anything to anybody, anywhere, then you have much to learn...i have seen rosario on several threads recently...his posts are word for word for word what they are here...and he is hated as much everywhere as he is here...check it out...wonder why that would be...same man...all places he goes...every person he deals with...do you think that every person on every thread he visits just got up one day and decided to hate rosario...i once wished to know why he thought the way he does, but i did learn better about that...it takes time...if you listen to anything he says, you will regret it...he does not have any feeling for you or the rest of us...he proves what an idiot he is every time he opens his vile mouth...he will do or say anything for his own profit, and he does not care how it affects you or anyone else...god, i hope i never feel the need to worship money like he does...greed and contempt toward your fellow man are not worthy goals to me...
colleen...i spent much time with you the other night...i gave you my most sincere feelings from my heart...it is evident by your replies that your hostilities toward what i had to say run deep, but i wish for you to know that my words were meant to you in as honest a way as i could present them...colleen, i respect what you think, even if i do not agree with it...when in actuality, i did prove to the world in the first page of this post that i do agree with a lot of it...however, i do not respect the way you have come to lash out at those of us who considered you our friend...you and i have communicated for a very long time...our friendship was built on the simplest and most pleasurable of things people do...just plain fun and unimportant playing...i do know that you do understand who i am...your interpretations of the things i said to you were not as i intended their meaning, and i honestly think you are aware of that...but you are angry, and i did say things that you do not like at this time, so that is a natural reaction...but i still think all of them...i wish you would go back and read my post to you with an open heart and see what is actually there...i wish that you would go back and remember how it has always been with you and i, and i wish that you would realize that it is not i who is working against you, manipulating you...i mean you no ill...i did like you a great deal...
barbara sperino...one of the most dignified persons i have ever had the pleasure to communicate with...dedicated to fairness and truth...unreasonably maligned for it...she does not deserve it...this lady has always taken the time to speak with the powers to be and to provide as much detail to us all as she can find...the ultimate accuracy of what she has said is absolutely unimportant...what is important is that she has presented to you what has been given to her, and she has presented it to you completely, and to be the truth as she has been led to believe...she is one of our greatest leaders...not because she wishes to be...she does not wish to be...but she is...because of what she is and what she does...for you...not for herself...
effaff and silver fox...two men who do not say much, but have spent countless hours going to meetings and telling you what transpired there...hey, guess what...that is to your benefit...not theirs...they were there...they already know...dont forget the web page and the investors information stuff...they are responsible for that...why...because they have the spirit of kindredship toward you...and toward me and everybody else...
and then there is me...and the rest of us...roger...scottoo...scottey, issme...helene...isoman...kristi...i can never name all of you...i am sorry...we just want to be able to work in a reasonable atmosphere with people that want to help each other...we want to be able to believe in something that others believe in, together, without being bullied day in and day out...we dont want to exclude anybody...it bothers me every day that this is necessary...i do not deserve to be called the names that some of you have called me...fascist, etc...how absurd...if only you knew me...i wish there were no need for extraordinary communications...i wish that every person could say what they think...i wish every person could speak openly about what they think they find out, and what they want, without having to be subjected to ridicule because some egotistical maniac knows better than the collective whole...a member of the "borg"..."we will assimilate you"...i dont think we should have to be harassed about everything that is said...i do not like having to protect every word just so that it can be said in peace and quiet...it does not matter to me if you agree with what i think or with what i say, and it should not be a priority to you for me to agree with your thoughts either...as individuals, if it is important to us, then we should have a right to express it...the agreement comes by the discussion and whittling the truth and fact out of what we begin with...but as a basic principle of decency, we all should have the right to be heard and be treated in a dignified manner...do any of you get it...it isnt me...it is we...
alan, i tell you the same thing i told colleen...i mean you no ill...you asked a decent question reflecting on the principles of many things...these pages tell you what i really think, how i really feel, and why i think and feel them...nothing within is oblique...good luck...
does anyone have any more questions...
eagle...donald mcarthur, hatteras n.c. |
