Joan, If you were talking to yourself at least it was an intelligent conversation. I often ask myself questions like "where the hell are my keys"?, "where the hell did I park my Blazer?, "what the hell did I ever buy this stock for?" etc.
Thursday is the day for MRS. BLUE's test so it is business as usual until then. To give in to fear, dread, worry or wondering is a small victory for cancer and I won't have that nor will MRS. BLUE.
As I've told you before MRS. BLUE is a triple black diamond skier. Being the person she is she uses part of her time to teach disabled children to ski. Thus she doesn't get to ski on her own often.
Wednesday MRS. BLUE is going skiing and not to help the kids. She is going to go have some fun. I'm staying home on this one as I would only slow her down as we ski different. She is always under control, beautiful turns, skis together, the way experts ski. Me, I tie on a white head ban with a big red rising sun on it. I like speed not turns, I like to go as fast as I can go (until I fall). I rarely ski now as there are now to many people on the slopes to safely ski as I like to ski.
Wednesday will be her day on the slopes, I'll be doing stocks, business as usual. I should get some great DD and research done in the next few days. BLUE |
