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Strategies & Market Trends : The Thread Formerly Known as No Rest For The Wicked

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To: Tim Luke who wrote (20299)3/27/1999 2:10:00 AM
From: Tim Luke  Read Replies (7) of 90042
 
i hope this doesn't sound like i'm a big baby...but yesterday i had the hell scared out of me..i was sitting at my desk and i felt faint, then my heart started to pound out of my chest...i thought like i was having a heart attack but i think it was more of a panic attack..i will know more next week when i go through a bunch of tests..

this is kind of hard for me to express through my keyboard but i will do my best...my dad is yugosolvian and he is also terminally ill..i promised him a couple years ago that i would take him there...well now with the war and his poor health he knows that will never happen and i feel like i have failed him.this has crushed me beyond words..i'm so consumed with SI, the market and my own little world that i have neglected something that was so important and that will haunt me for a very long time...and i think that is what triggered my attack yesterday.

i know that many of you buy the stocks that i myself buy into even though i stress that you should never do this unless you have done massive DD...i have made so many friends here and you all know who you are... i have spoken to many of you on the phone private emails...i know so many different stories and i know that i have helped out many of you along the...i have never asked anything in return , just knowing that i helped even in the smallest way means alot to me.

you all are very good people and i'm proud to have some many names without faces as friends...but i have to some way cut back here, i have to take care of my health or i will have nothing ...i still want to help any of you that ask. i know that i'm far from perfect and have made several bad calls but one thing is that i don't bullshit any of you...starting at the end of next week i have to start cutting back the time i'm spending here on SI..i do worry about many of you and i would love nothing more then to help you out but it's time for me to take a break....i don't want to ever go through what i went through yesterday...i'm only 34 years old and i feel like the world is on my shoulders.

i hope this makes sense and you understand.

regards

tl
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