Cha O SAD - having slept on the things you said yesterday, I have to make a few corrections in my statements to you:
1) I would not know you if you walked down the street in an all white ethnically cleansed neighborhood. If you were to walk down the street in downtown Dallas - the entire 7 blocks and I were to focus on you alone - I would spot you. It would take me that long - your behavior would definitely give you away - what you think becomes your character.
You are correct, there are people like you all over and they have assimilated quite well in many high positions of power. I haven't however met one of your type in a metropolitan medical facility. The legal profession is full of them - where established practices put a percentage valuation on the recovery or life of an individual based upon sex and particularly race. Asians are .4, mulattos are .2, blacks are .4, etc. When I questioned this, I was asked what my problem was and why I did not see the logic in the applications. I went in the next day and turned my resignation in, after sewing a yellow star of david on my norma khamali suit. ( I was making a statement of my disdain and the message was received loud and clear.)
When I got out of the service, I went to the employment office and asked for help getting a job - I was told "If you were black, female, honorably discharged and a medic, you'd have a 100% better chance of getting help". That was in 1976 - WOW you know what I did - I went back to college and found a job at that hindu hotel which also became a place for me to live. I wasn't jealous because I wasn't black and I didn't stew around wasting my life because someone else may have had an opportunity I didn't have, no matter how they may have received it.
2) I saw David Duke last night and having ignored his rhetoric for the past 3 years, I see he is on his way to Washington to defend your cause. I hate to tell you this, but the National Guard has been preparing and on alert for the internal uprising, chaos that is coming; black extremists, white extremists, christian extremists, anyone who falls under the HATE crimes definition and in a group mentality shall be target, rather like the frenzy going on in Europe right now. What I can't understand is if he professes to hate being in America and is so damned determined to keep his ethnicity pure, why doesn't he gather you all up and get back to Europe. I say the same about the Farakhans here - if it is so shitty here - go back to Africa. Fight with your fathers and forefathers - your genetic superiors - that either sold you as slaves to get rid of you, or threw you (particularly Europeans) out as the felons and criminal elements of their society - the lowest genetic offspring of the ethnically pure. HA!
So you get over here and your felonious Americanized (bastardized) forefathers ravage the Native Americans. Like I said, you take the fight back home to Europe and see how fast you last over there. You will see quick just how pure you are, and get the correct definition too.
With respect to you being prepared. For what is going to arrive - there is no preparation you can get fully. You are prepared to fight and you think you know the target - things change Chaos, the target is a chameleon. Be prepared to do to another what you would do to yourself. Do you have the guts to put a bullet in your head before you do it to another or to your child's head - actions you cannot take upon yourself and suffer consequences you should not be willing to make another endure. When this becomes your thought, daily habit, character, then it will become your destiny. You have pretty well outlined your destiny yesterday.
There are many of us out here who are not fools - I read alot and see alot - therefore I have a half assed grasp of the human condition. FEAR is the word of this decade.
I am concerned just as you are about the direction the country is going, however, my concern is about losing democracy and ability for self-determination. Laws are not being adhered to, the judicial, executive and congressional branches of government have blurred and there aer no checks and balances. Anarchy could be a major result and there is a rotten infrastructure that "economic cosmetics" will not cover. What this administrtion did with NATO front in Europe over the past 17 days, this administration is in the position to do here to "qwell" any instability and do damage to the "integrity" of this wonderful nation as Clinton sees it, as well as the Congress.
What you fail to eralize, it will be a quick supression in this country - the masses are "soft" and not prepared to see the rot and suffering that the Europeans are so very well experienced in.
Your training camps and military "mercenary" camps in South Carolina and Louisiana, will not prepare you for the REAL DEAL - phony triage techniques, blah blah blah
I don't know how many are like me, but I have had training in arms AK 47's, my shotguns and my 9mm - very nice piece to own - easy to use and makes everyone an excellent shot. My training was with the police department and fire department that I met while taking my course on rescue scuba diving. So you see, Chaos, even people that want PEACE and CIVILITY are getting prepared and are ready too. I am just waiting for you. You come after my family, friends, pets, I shall meet you. I have all races, sexual preferences differ, not one is pure nor perfect but they have a right to be loved and live in some type of peace without abuse.
This message is for the black radicals your group has so much in common with as well. You are alike, no difference other than the melatonin in your makeup.
2) I am only 44 years old so I don't know what a split tail is but I think you may have intended to insult to me? Whatever, I'd rather have that (unknown) than a forked tongue.
Well, that about does it, I hope I haven't left anything out; other than if any of your ilk do capture me - I don't bend; I had an expert teach me - my father - when he was drunk he would make me sit in a chair at the kitchen table and ask me stupid questions - like who was I sitting next to in my history class, bullshit stuff - and I wouldn't answer - so he would throw salt in my eyes and crack my knuckles with the back of a butter knife and I was not allowed to cry. This would go on for hours until he got tired. I never gave in - I would find an object to focus on and step outside the body; anyone can do it.
We can all be victims of what we are exposed to or we can put ourselves in anothers shoes and try to see what makes them think the way they do. But at the same time, be ready to walk away and help those who want to be helped.
I have always found that love and compassion will beat hatred and negligence every time. Good luck Chaos, and I still spit on your boots.
Jacalyn |
