June 25, 1999 THE BALKANS Serb, Albanian keep friendship amid the madness But no one feels safe under shaky NATO rule By Olivia Ward Toronto Star European Bureau PRISTINA, Yugoslavia - ''Help me, help me,'' cried the neatly groomed man in the crisp white shirt. ''They're after me. They told me I had to leave my flat.'' Standing on the dimly lit steps of my 10th-floor walk-up apartment overlooking the ruined storefronts of Pristina, I hardly knew what to reply. The frightened man, a Serb in his 30s, followed me to my door, glancing over his shoulder. Milan described his afternoon of fear, as unknown Albanian-speaking marauders battered on his door, smashing the lock and brandishing metal bars. Then they left, telling him they would return later. In our own rented flat, my driver, a Macedonian, was cowering on the couch staring wildly at the door as we entered. ''Somebody tried to break in while you were away,'' he said. ''They were looking for Serbs. They broke one of the locks. We must get help right away.'' My American colleague Marcia and I looked at each other. In the chaotic neither-peace-nor-war state that is Kosovo today, help is in short supply, and knowing where to find it is next to impossible. ''Let's go to NATO,'' we decided vaguely, hurrying off to the giant sports complex where the Kosovo peacekeeping mission has its press headquarters. There, an indifferent British soldier answered the door with a clear message: ''You want the military police, but their hours end at 5:30 p.m.,'' he said. ''Come back tomorrow.'' Tracking down one of the many NATO troops patrolling Pristina, we received an equally disconcerting reply. ''You really need the Irish Guards,'' said a pleasant young soldier parked outside a bombed-out Serbian police building. ''They're in there. Just knock on the door.'' Ten minutes later, a cluster of armour-clad troops clambered out on to the roof, rifles at the ready. ''What's the problem?'' they asked, none too cordially. Our reply failed to impress. ''If that's all, there's nothing we can do for you,'' said one. ''We really aren't set up for policing action. We're just trying to secure this building.'' And what if our Serb neighbour was the next assassination target? After all, we pointed out, bodies of Serbs who had remained in Kosovo have been piling up. The trooper on the roof shrugged. _________________________________________________________________ Cars screeched past looted shops and cafes _________________________________________________________________ ''We get calls like yours all the time,'' he said. ''All over the city people are looting and burning, kidnapping and killing. We don't have the resources to do anything about it.'' He didn't need to explain. Evidence was piling up all around, in the rainswept, rapidly darkening street, where groups of men were rushing by us carrying mattresses, television sets and kitchen goods. Gunfire sputtered in the dimness and unmarked cars screeched up and down the dilapidated streets, spattering mud on the empty, looted shops and cafes that once made up a bustling downtown. Earlier in the day a small bomb had gone off somewhere near the main square. Another body had been found a block away, but whether Serb or Albanian, we didn't yet know. The night went by uneasily. Milan, our Serb neighbour, had withdrawn to a place of greater safety. Sleepless, we listened throughout the night as doors in our building were smashed, and ominous footsteps echoed up and down the stairs. This is how it must have felt for our landlord, Nobel, a young medical student who refused to leave Pristina after the Serb storm troopers flushed his building of Albanians. Night after night he spent in hideouts, only daring to creep back home when the jackboots receded down the street. ''The person who helped me was Milan,'' he told us in the morning. ''He's one of the bravest people I know.'' When mobilization of all adult male Serbs was declared in Kosovo, and many were funnelled into vicious paramilitary units, Milan resisted. A tall, slight civil servant in his early 30s, he had no training in heroism. But appalled at the assault on his Albanian friends and neighbours, he dodged the draft. While some Serbs joined in the carnage, and some looked the other way, Milan had quietly made a choice for his own humanity. ''We hid him, and he hid us,'' said Nobel, smiling. ''Now a bunch of idiots want to do terrible things to him. They're just crazy from the war.'' Who were these people? we asked. _________________________________________________________________ 'They've come back here desperate' _________________________________________________________________ According to Serbs, Kosovo Liberation Army ''terrorists.'' According to Albanians, outraged returning refugees taking justice into their own hands in revenge for the murders and pillages in Kosovo. ''It's somewhere in between, I think,'' said Nobel. ''There are people who are ignorant and violent. They've come back here desperate, with nothing to lose. They only need an excuse. People like them exist on both sides.'' Whatever the truth, nothing was being done to stop it by the tightly stretched 19,000 NATO troops. So Milan could only return to his apartment in daylight, as Nobel had done only a couple of weeks before. As he sat with us looking out on the deceptive quiet of another unpredictable Kosovo morning - a Serb chatting with an Albanian friend and two foreigners - we were an island of sanity in the spiralling madness of a territory still at war with itself. Then Milan stood up and embraced Nobel. ''Thank you for your friendship,'' he said quietly, without bitterness. ''Now I can't stay here any longer. I must go to Serbia.'' Something had snapped in this country. On a level far below surface violence, it was broken. There was no first aid for this, we knew. No help was on the way. The future had dawned fierce and raw in Kosovo. ''Take the key to my flat,'' said Milan, handing the metal chain to Nobel. ''I will try to return one day.'' He smiled at his friend for the last time. ''If I don't . . . now everything here belongs to you.''
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