To: nihil who wrote (16281 ) 3/25/2000 3:07:00 AM From: haqihana Respond to of 769670
nihil, Just so people get to know who you are!! To: Crocodile who wrote (47121) From: nihil Sunday, Feb 20, 2000 9:39 PM ET Reply # of 47518 Depression I worry a lot about depression. In fact, I get depressed about it. Life seems so meaningless. I don't seem to be getting anywhere. People don't seem to understand what I am up to. Sometimes I just lie in bed for hours. The dogs come lie with me in bed. After an hour or so they get so depressed that they have to go somewhere and bark, or bite somebody. No one really seems to love me. I can't get any real work done. I've got three unfinished books to write. Thank god I don't take advances, then I would have to finish them. The market is such a pain. It goes up and I always sell before or after the top. It goes down and I always miss the bottom by 2 or 3%. I can't take profits out because I would have to pay taxes on the short-term capital gains. The countess complains that we are sinking more and more money in the accounts but we have almost no cash. Management seems to be stealing money from stock-holders and giving it to themselves. Depressing. Food doesn't even taste good. I'm losing way to much weight. I can't force myself to drink the glass of wine a day my physician prescribed. Chateau Latour '61 (6 cases of half-bottles picked up at a hotel cellar bankruptcy sales for $12 a case; a little soft, tasting of the oak). With only one glass I have to throw out more than half, although recently, I've been fermenting an occasional quarter bottle into red wine vinegar. There's a depressing thought. Eating those damned vegetables without butter, and just a touch of walnut oil and vinegar. I don't know where everything is heading. Our politicians appear to be uniformly corrupt. The Surpreme Court is full of murderers of children. Everywhere around is death, and the only solution seems to be to go armed so as to shoot your way out. Even the crooks are wearing armor so you have to use teflon coated wadcutters in your .44 magnum. The really depressing thing is that the mentally ill are not allowed to carry guns. Since when the second Amendment exclude disabled people. Some one ought to sue. I think I'll take a nap. I'll get to my work done tomorrow. What the hell, it doesn't really matter. Night all. To: Lather.Rinse.Repeat. who wrote (47125) From: nihil Sunday, Feb 20, 2000 9:51 PM ET Reply # of 47518 Think about the possibilities. I am embarking on self-medication. D phenylalanine (to potentiate my natural enkephalin) and B endorphin in my blood to increase glucose uptake by skeletal muscle and fight my type II diabetes. Moreover, I'm trying to find the endorphinogenetic nerve branches for acupuncture for my cluster headaches. My physician thinks this is ridiculous. He thinks I ought to exercise. I am so full of beta blockers that my heart beats only on alternate days. Easy for him to say. The only exercise I get is being dragged around by by nurse dogs on the floor to the bathroom and back.