To: Rambi who wrote (52094 ) 6/11/2000 11:49:00 AM From: Gauguin Respond to of 71178
You should ask a doctor I think. Instead of a bunch of people who might be dead already. Ectoplasm. >>and should I worry?<< You already are. Yes. >>ALso it's just very unpleasant.<< I know. I don't know how different it is, from actually dying. I mean that it may not be different. It feels like the real package. I'm convinced there are people who die in their sleep who KNOW they're dying. This seems obvious but people tend to overlook it; and think that if they die in their sleep they will be asleep and won't know it. They'll just be grazing in a dreamy field and boink pull up the grass and someone shoves them through to heaven. Poof. Right through there. Completely unaware. Well, it's a handy assumption to make while you're awake; you big bozo. But we already know you CAN have the sensation of being dying, very realistically, and needing to wake up. Another way I look at it is, why wouldn't it be "the real thing." To think it's not, requires that not only does our brain have right and left halves ~ one of them, or a third in back, hates the other half so bad they want to scare the holy hell out of it. Very vicious little walnut. Vicious. Paddling over a cliff, just for laughs. Like if it had arms and legs, it would bring you a cancer diagnosis or grab the steering wheel. This is possible, I imagine, psychologically. Yes. You bet. But then the question is why is one half of your brain/body abusing the other? Throttling it? Attempting murder? "I am a sic puppi." I think this is possible, but also requires asking a doctor. And with the PAIN this experience involves, not to mention that it may be a dangerous physical problem, I really think it warrants broaching the mess with a doctor. I have, and found out their were real reasons, in my case. I won't say whether those were physical or nutcase psycho, just because I'm a butthead and it's no one's business. Regardless, I now believe I have almost Done the Classic, and died in my sleep. (It's funny, in retrospection. I really was dying in my sleep.) You might be too. Or if you're not , they may be able to help you escape this quantum nightmare anyway. I'm pretty sure most soctors and shrinks deal with this a lot. You need to get it fixed because it really hurts. And people need you around. I don't tolerate stuff that really hurts anymore, I just put on my shoes and straggle in there. They give me free suckers, which I really like. Besides, think of the reaction from your GP when you tell them. You'll have the chance to see a variety of very interesting responses. Mine didn't even smile. Of course, he's used to me. Don't like to hear of bad things happening to our beloved Rambi. Or anyone else, he hastied.