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To: Gauguin who wrote (55278)8/27/2000 3:37:08 PM
From: Mac Con Ulaidh  Read Replies (1) | Respond to of 71178
 
hmm, I have known one person who didn't die from a very serious attemtp at suicide, as opposed to the cry for help and/or I just really can't take it sort.

Her response was that she really had wanted to die and was shocked, surprised, and not a little peeved that she hadn't. But as she hadn't, she took it as a clue that she might as well try things a little differently in life, and she has.

I wrote this to her at the time... k, not at the time, but later, remembering back...

location:
suburaban hospital

plot:
suicide

scene:
the end

middle of the room
cold bed
alone
machines
blipping
beeping
pulsing
dripping
lights
eerie
flickering
death
oozing
tempting
air
thick
strangling
alone
surrounded

in the waiting room
stones
sorry
no tears
eyes frozen
the seal is locked
no tears

alone
fading
in shadows

dear friend
I can not feel
my hand
to reach

goodbye

or something like that. hehe. ya think Rambi will blast with me gummi-bears now? I have been verrrrrry bad.