To: one_less who wrote (7937 ) 3/7/2001 5:18:10 PM From: epicure Read Replies (1) | Respond to of 82486 Actually, if you were paying attention, there were some judgments made about me. They were very very wrong. Unless you think Christopher knows me better than I know me- in which case it is YOU who would be judging both of us. I am only judging myself and measuring someone else's assessment of me against my own. Of course I have my own judgments of CH but I wasn't printing them, now was I? > I was reading your heart (in my heart and in my head there was no apology- so this is factually incorrect) -- or what passes for same in an alien creature. Of course some would argue that equating a heart with X is an oxymoron, but I feel sure there is a core of goodness and honesty buried deep inside you (why CH would suggest this after what he has said about me in the past I've no idea- but all I feel for him is disgust- which I have made clear over the years). Very deep, granted, but in there somewhere. And it recognizes its wrong and the need for an apology, even if your brain, or what passes for same in an alien creature, controlling your fingers as they type, resists with all the vehemence it can muster. So even though your fingers can't type acknowledgement of the apology, I know you really meant it. (he knows me better than I know me? And you talk about ME and judging- may I suggest you both get those tree trunk size motes out of your own eyes?) Sort of like "I hate you, I love you." The way you' ve felt about me for years. (it's only mild disgust - hate is, really, too strong and passionate an emotion to really capture what I feel)<I don't presume to be able to read other people's hearts. I know what I like and I know what I don't. I know what I feel and I know what I don't. That's it.