To: Dayuhan who wrote (14225 ) 5/25/2001 6:35:43 PM From: E Respond to of 82486 I didn't mention in my first post that an unfortunate thing happened that probably created part of this sad situation. It seems that the first or second officer who fired stumbled backward off the stoop and fell to the ground. The other officers had, at that point, been (wrongly) told by the shouted words "Gun! He's got a gun!" from one of their number (who thought the black wallet Diallo was pulling from his pocket was a gun) that Diallo did have a gun; and they had been witness, they thought, to the felling of their fellow officer. In my opinion your characterization of what cops are "supposed" to do sounds good enough in the abstract, as so many liberal social prescriptions framed as generalizations do ("if they have a choice between risking their own lives and risking those of the citizenry they have to risk their own") but... what does that mean , exactly, in practical, day-to-day-guidelines terms? That they "have to" let themselves and their fellow officers be shot when they think that is about to happen? The first officer who shot thought that his partner, McMellon, was about to get a bullet from the "gun" Diallo had pulled. I know you don't mean they have to let themselves be killed, of course. What you mean, I think, is that you don't believe they really thought one of them was really about to be shot. That they didn't say "Halt," and "Stop," and "Show me your hands," often enough; that when the officer showed Diallo his shield and asked to have a word with him, they should have considered that his not replying, not saying a single word, but instead backing into the vestibule, and pulling the black object out of his pocket, might have indicated the incomprehension of a new immigrant; and they should have considered that their partner's shout of "Gun! He's got a gun!" might well have been a misperception; and that when the cop fell backward off the stoop, and to the ground, after the gunshot, they should have kept in mind that sometimes people stumble. After McMellon fell down, and they thought he had indeed been shot, they rushed over to him: "Where are you hit? Where are you hit?" He wasn't hit. <<<They were not under fire, they were worried about possibly becoming under fire. >>>But they thought they were. The first to shoot thought his partner was about to be shot with the gun he thought he saw. The next three had been told there was a gun, and had seen their fellow officer fall. <<<I wouldn't say that if I hadn't had certain experiences. I have been shot at, with automatic weapons, without the option of shooting back. I've made the rational (if somewhat hurried) decision to act in a manner contrary to self-preservation under those conditions.>>> I know you have behaved heroically in your remarkable life, Steven, in ways large and small. But I have to point out that the circumstances were different; that you weren't, when you were being shot at, at risk every single day and therefore trained to follow certain specific guidelines for self-preservation over time; and that at the time you are referring to in which you made heroically dangerous decisions, you were imbued with a particular sort of inspirational fervor. And that, at the time, you didn't have two beloved, dependent, children.