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To: coug who wrote (9691)1/26/2002 10:52:12 PM
From: elpolvo  Read Replies (3) | Respond to of 104157
 
cougar-

how've i been?

i was not so good yesterday... tired and
unreceptive to joy. it was a good day
because that was yesterday... and it's
gone. thinking back... i can remember some
that were much, much worse. gracias for
days like that... mama said... mama said.
so much beauty in contrast. mmmmmmmmm.

dreaming in color? -- i don't pay attention
to the visuals... content is king. dreams are
my semester grades.

they project my growth process. things that
i "know", but that are not yet internalized,
show up pretty quick in my dreams because
the intellect is not present when i dream...
just the emotions.

if my emotions during dream time are contrary
to my waking hours, it's then that i know i have
more work to do.

when the emotions i experience in my dreams
match what i "KNOW"... it's a validation of my
growth.

when i first looked straight into the barrel of
death in a dream without fear - i knew i was
growing up.

-lepolvo86