Epstein, I have a recommendation for you.
You are Jewish, right? If not, this recommendation does not fit.
Here are some good books for you to read. They were selected by my Guru, Adi Da, and are included (with about 2,000 more in his magnificent soon to be published book, The Basket of Tolerance.
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THE BASKET OF TOLERANCE
III. THE FOURTH STAGE OF LIFE (IN ITS BEGINNINGS, ITS BASICS, AND ITS TRANSITIONAL ROLE AS A MEANS TOWARD THE PROCESS AND THE REALIZATION ASSOCIATED WITH THE FIFTH STAGE OF LIFE)
C. The Jewish Tradition of Religious Mysticism
*3093. A Call to the Infinite, by Rabbi Aryeh Kaplan
**3094. The Mystic Quest: An Introduction to Jewish Mysticism, by David S. Ariel [Epitome List *694]
**3095. Jewish Meditation: A Practical Guide, by Aryeh Kaplan [Epitome List *696]
*3096. Meditation and the Bible, by Aryeh Kaplan
**3097. The Mystical Experience in Abraham Abulafia, by Moshe Idel. Translated by Jonathan Chipman [Epitome List 697]
*3098. The Path of the Names: Writings by Abraham ben Samuel Abulafia. Edited by David Meltzer. Translations and adaptations by Bruria Finkel, Jack Hirschman, David Meltzer, and Gershom Scholem
3099. The Poetics of Ascent: Theories of Language in a Rabbinic Ascent Text, by Naomi Janowitz
3100. Philo of Alexandria: The Contemplative Life, The Giants, and Selections. Translation and introduction by David Winston. Preface by John Dillon
*3100a. Mystic Trends in Judaism, by Arnold Posy. Middle Village, N.Y.: Jonathan David Publishers, 1994
*3101. Major Trends in Jewish Mysticism, by Gershom G. Scholem
*3102. The Hidden and Manifest God: Some Major Themes in Early Jewish Mysticism, by Peter Schafer. Translated by Aubrey Pomerance
*3103. Wisdom of the Kabbalah, by Alexandre Safran. Translated from the French by E. M. Sandle
*3104. Kabbalah: Tradition of Hidden Knowledge, by Z'ev ben Shimon Halevi
*3105. Kabbalah: The Way of the Jewish Mystic, by Perle Epstein. Foreword by Edward Hoffman
*3106. Path of the Kabbalah, by David Sheinkin. Edited by Edward Hoffman
3107. The Kabbalah: The Religious Philosophy of the Hebrews, by Adolphe Franck
3108. Kabbalah, by Gershom Scholem
3109. Origins of the Kabbalah, by Gershom Scholem. Edited by R. J. Zwi Werblowsky. Translated by Allan Arkush
3110. On the Kabbalah and Its Symbolism, by Gershom Scholem. Translated by Ralph Manheim
3111. On the Mystical Shape of the Godhead: Basic Concepts in the Kabbalah, by Gershom Scholem. Translated from the German by Joachim Neugroschel. Edited and revised, according to the 1976 Hebrew edition, with the author's emendations, by Jonathan Chipman. Foreword by Joseph Dan
3112. Studies in Ecstatic Kabbalah, by Moshe Idel
3113. Kabbalah: New Perspectives, by Moshe Idel
3114. The Universal Meaning of the Kabbalah, by Leo Schaya. Translated by Nancy Pearson
*3115. Kabbalah: The Light of Redemption, by Rabbi Levi Isaac Krakovsky
*3116. Yedid Nefesh: Introduction to Kabbalah, by Rabbi Yehiel A. Barlev. Based on Rabbi Haim Moshe Luzatto's 'Kalach Pitchei Hochma'
3117. Innerspace: Introduction to Kabbalah, Meditation, and Prophecy, by Rabbi Aryeh Kaplan. Edited by Abraham Sutton
3118. Meditation and Kabbalah, by Aryeh Kaplan
3119. Kabbalah for the Layman, by Dr. Philip S. Berg. Volume I: A Guide to Cosmic Consciousness. Volume II: A Guide to Expanded Consciousness
*3119a. The Essential Kabbalah: The Heart of Jewish Mysticism, by Daniel C. Matt. San Francisco, HarperSanFrancisco, 1995
3120. Studies in the Zohar, by Yehuda Liebes. Translated from the Hebrew by Arnold Schwartz, Stephanie Nakache, and Penina Peli
*3121. An Entrance to the Zohar, by Rabbi Yehuda Ashlag. Compiled and edited by Dr. Philip S. Berg
*3122. Zohar: The Book of Splendor. Selected and edited by Gershom G. Scholem
3123. Zohar: The Book of Enlightenment. Translation and introduction by Daniel Chanan Matt
3124. The Wisdom of the Zohar: An Anthology of Texts. Three volumes. With extensive introductions and explanations by Isaiah Tishby. English translation by David Goldstein. Volumes 1 and 2 systematically arranged and rendered into Hebrew by Fischel Lachower and Isaiah Tishby. Volume 3 systematically arranged and rendered into Hebrew by Isaiah Tishby
3125. The Fundamentals of Jewish Mysticism: The Book of Creation and Its Commentaries, by Leonard R. Glotzer
3126. Sefer Yetzirah (The Book of Creation), by Aryeh Kaplan
3127. Gates of Light (Sha'are Orah), by Rabbi Joseph, the son of Abraham Gikatilla. Translated with an introduction by Avi Weinstein. Foreword by Arthur Hertzberg and an historical introduction by Moshe Idel. The Sacred Literature series
3128. Joseph Karo, Lawyer and Mystic, by R. J. Zwi Werblowsky
3128a. The Generations of Adam, by Isaiah Horowitz. Translated, edited, and with an introduction by Miles Krassen. Preface by Elliot R. Wolfson. The Classics of Western Spirituality series. New York: Paulist Press, 1996
*3129. Ascent to Harmony, by Rabbi Elie Munk
*3130. Kabbalah and Consciousness, by Allen Afterman
**3131. The Thirteen Petalled Rose, by Adin Steinsaltz [Epitome List *698]
*3132. The Paradoxical Ascent to God: The Kabbalistic Theosophy of Habad Hasidism, by Rachel Elior. Translated from Hebrew by Jeffrey M. Green
**3133. On the Essence of Chassidus (In'yana Shel Toras HaChassidus). A free translation of an essay by Rabbi Menachem M. Schneerson, the Lubavitcher Rebbe. Translated by Rabbi Y. H. Greenberg and S. S. Handelman [Epitome List 700]
*3134. The Faith of a Hassid, by Max A. Lipschitz. Illustrations by Jane Steinsnyder and Regi Yanich
3134a. Hasidism: Between Ecstasy and Magic, by Moshe Idel. SUNY series in Judaica: Hermeneutics, Mysticism, and Religion. Albany, N.Y.: State University of New York Press, 1995
*3134b. Magic, Mysticism, and Hasidism: The Supernatural in Jewish Thought, by Gedalyah Nigal. Translated by Edward Levin. Northvale, N.J.: Jason Aronson, 1994
**3135. The Great Chasidic Masters, by Avraham Yaakov Finkel [Epitome List *699]
**3135a. Contemporary Sages: The Great Chasidic Masters of the Twentieth Century, by Avraham Yaakov Finkel. Northvale, N.J. and London: Jason Aronson, 1994 [Epitome List *699a]
*3136. Studies in Eastern European Jewish Mysticism, by Joseph Weiss. Edited by David Goldstein
3136a. Habad: The Hasidism of R. Shneur Zalman of Lyady, by Roman A. Foxbrunner. Northvale, N.J.: Jason Aronson, 1993
**3137. The Teachings of Hasidism. Edited, with introduction and notes, by Joseph Dan, with the assistance of Robert J. Milch [Epitome List *701]
*3138. The Light Beyond: Adventures in Hasidic Thought, by Rabbi Aryeh Kaplan
3139. The Hasidic Anthology: Tales and Teachings of the Hasidim. Translated, selected, compiled, and arranged by Louis I. Newman in collaboration with Samuel Spitz
*3140. Tzaddik (Chayey Moharan): A Portrait of Rabbi Nachman, by Rabbi Nathan of Breslov. Translated by Avraham Greenbaum. Edited by Moshe Mykoff
*3140a. Tormented Master: The Life and Spiritual Quest of Rabbi Nahman of Bratslav, by Arthur Green. Woodstock, Vt.: Jewish Lights, 1992
*3141. Rabbi Nachman's Wisdom (Shevachay HaRan, Sichos HaRan), by Rabbi Nathan of Nemirov (a Disciple of Rabbi Nachman). Translated and annotated by Rabbi Aryeh Kaplan. Edited by Rabbi Zvi Aryeh Rosenfeld
*3142. The Chambers of the Palace: Teachings of Rabbi Nachman of Bratslav, by Y. David Shulman
3143. Hasidism and Modern Man, by Martin Buber
ESSAY "Dialogue" with God: Martin Buber's View of Religion
3144. I and Thou, by Martin Buber. A new translation with a Prologue "I and You" and notes, by Walter Kaufmann
3145. Daniel: Dialogues on Realization, by Martin Buber. Translated and with an introduction by Maurice Friedman
**3146. The Legend of the Baal-Shem, by Martin Buber [Epitome List **702]
3146a. The Legend Of The Baal-Shem, by Martin Buber. Read by Theodore Bikel. A two-tape reading of the book. Each tape approximately 1-1/2 hours. Berkeley: Audio Literature, 1992 [audiotapes]
**3147. Tales of the Hasidim (Book One: The Early Masters and Book Two: The Later Masters), by Martin Buber. With a new foreword by Chaim Potok. New York: Schocken Books, 1991 [Epitome List *703]
3148. Nine Gates to the Chasidic Mysteries, by Jiri Langer. Foreword by Frantisek Langer. Translated by Stephen Jolly. Northvale, N.J.: Jason Aronson, 1993
*3149. Hasidic Prayer, by Louis Jacobs
*3150. Mystical Concepts in Chassidism: An Introduction to Kabbalistic Concepts and Doctrines, by Jacob Immanuel Schochet. Third revised edition
*3151. On Ecstasy: A Tract by Dobh Baer. Translated and annotated by Louis Jacobs
**3152. Baba Sali (Rav Yisrael Abuchatzeirah): His Life, Piety, Teachings, and Miracles, by Rav Eliyahu Alfasi and Rav Yechiel Torgeman. Written and edited by C. T. Bari. Translated by Leah Dolinger [Epitome List *705]
3153. "The Meaning of Hasidut: Martin Buber and Gershom Scholem", by Michael Oppenheim. In Journal of the American Academy of Religion, Vol. 49, No. 3 (September 1981), pp. 409-423
3154. The Messianic Idea in Judaism, and Other Essays on Jewish Spirituality, by Gershom Scholem
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You can learn a lot about your own tradition by reading some or all of them.
If you do, you will find out how carefully and with how much wisdom they have been selected!
Namaste!
Jim |