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Politics : Sharks in the Septic Tank -- Ignore unavailable to you. Want to Upgrade?


To: epicure who wrote (66550)11/16/2002 5:55:48 AM
From: Solon  Read Replies (1) | Respond to of 82486
 
"Blovon, You have imagined everything
and apparently don't even realize it
"

I have not imagined your hatred. I have not imagined your rage. I have not imagined your compensation for a severe sense of inadequacy. I have not imagined your grandiosity as a compensation for feeling shunned and disliked. I have not imagined your repeated "I DON'T CARES" as a proxy for your defiance and your unintended admission of how hurt you are by your isolation.

I have not imagined your childishness. And I have not imagined your feeble namecalling as a transparent attempt to strike back in the way that children do when they are deprived of argument.

I have not imagined your inability to accept ANY responsibility or blame for your very mean-spirited behaviour. And I have not imagined your deceptions.

I have not imagined your contradictions, your fascination with cruelty, and your absolute rage against Poet for being real, vulnerable, and human. It is this which is MOST striking in your behaviour. The RAGE you feel for your own vulnerability and "weakness" and your desperate need to dissociate from it and to despise it in others.

It is very interesting to watch the desperate need which draws you to CH. Something about his defiance of peer consensus which really makes your eyes glitter brightly and your heart go pitter-patter. You remind me of a fire-bug trapped within her head...and fascinated by her need to cause destruction and harm!

Who do you imagine the people on the thread find credible? For whom do you think they feel some sense of mutual understanding, identity, and shared humanity? A real and feeling person such as E (or anyone else on this thread)--or a person who screams loudly that she is UNREAL, and (most important)...that she DOES NOT CARE?!!

So why are you here? Why don't you go find someone or something to CARE about? I know why; but attention is attention, isn't it? ;-) Even if it really is a very poor substitute for affection...

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